Saturday, September 8, 2018

When Angels Call

The soul parted with its shell

Moving forward into another land

To a land where you will become an angel

Protecting and blessing us without a doubt

You used your shell to protect me from harm

Now you will protect me in spirit

You used to hug me with your loving arms

Now you will hug me with your wings

You have left your shell

But you have not left us

Your memories remain in my thoughts

Keeping me strong 

You left your shell too soon

I still need your physical being

To comfort and protect me

To make my senses believe you are here

As a child you taught me to use my 5 senses wisely

Never did I imagine

You will teach me to use my 6th sense as I enter adulthood

Now I am forced to train my mind

To believe you are always around.

If you were here

You would tell me to be strong

You would hold me close and make me safe

Now I will be strong because you would want me to.

But you can't blame a girl

For missing her daddy

My first love

My hero




Plight of Alkirbar

Middle of the paddy field there stood a tiny structure what looks like a hut.
The tiny hut is cramped with the Alkirbar's weak family. His 75-year-old mother lay on the only wooden bed, coughing and wheezing. His thin and weary wife sitting next to her, using dried coconut leaf to fan her mother-in-law. He sat there devastated, million thoughts running through his mind. 
He looked at his wife. What sin has she committed to being married to him and suffer such ill fate? Daughter of a wealthy man stepped out of her house in the name of love and has been through so much pain, holding strong and calm at even the toughest storm. Holding steadfast, believing in nothing but her pure and undivided love for him. 
She used to get everything she ever set her eyes on, but now, she is merely covering herself with what can be regarded as rags. She has only 2 sarees, and both are worn-out and the colours have faded. 
His gaze was now set on his daughter sleeping on the earthen-ed floor. His heart felt like it was being stabbed with 1000 knives. She was covered with dirt, slept peacefully, unaware of the luxuries and basic necessities she was deprived off. How innocent could she be? For she didn't even realize that her parents were not even feeding her a proper meal? She was malnutrition-ed.
"Oh Lord, Why are you testing us so much? What sin have I committed to be the bearer of such a great sin, not being able to provide for my family? I can't give the woman who gave birth to me the medical attention she deserves, I can't even buy a saree for the woman who trusted me with her life, and I can't even feed the daughter who I brought into this world!", tears started flowing down his cheeks. He held his head with both his hands, feeling dejected and tired of life. 
His wife saw his tears, and just before that tear could hit the floor, she caught it, and held it in her finger. 
She sat down next to him. She gently held his chin and pulled his face up.
"I will never let a tear drop on this earth as long as I am here with you. Don't worry. We will get through this, together. Have faith. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. Allow it to rain, embrace the rain. Only then, can we enjoy the rainbow that will follow? I have faith in God. The crops will grow. Oh my dearest husband, have faith. Do not cry, do not weep. I am here, we are together. We will get through this together."
As she held his face in her palms, he felt calmness and tranquility. Even if the angel of death called on him now, he would die happy, but he knew he is not going anywhere. 
He now saw his guardian angel in the form of his wife. He now felt the touch of an angel.
"Alkirbar! Hoi Alkirbar! Come out! Come out and see the wonder of wonders!"
He heard his friend shouting excitedly. 
He and his wife walked out and how astonished they were to see the tiny jewels of God dropping on their crops. In 10 minutes, it was raining cats and dogs. 
Their crops are saved! Their crops will now receive the water they lacked, and Alkirbar and his family will be able to buy the food they lacked!
Alkirbar's wife shouted in joy, "Grace to the Almighty! Thank you Lord! Thank you!" dancing in the rain, spreading her arms, embracing the rain. 

Alkirbar hugged his wife, "You are truly an angel. God shed tears, weeping at your pain"

The beauty of life

How beautiful life is
Knowing what I need
It sent me you
How timely.

At the point of my weakest,
I sense God’s hand
His love for me
He sent you to the rescue

Is this a mere acquaintance?
Or something beyond?
A passenger in my life’s journey
To redirect me as I grace along
On this journey of life

You came for a reason
A Christmas gift, perhaps.
It was accidental, some may say
But there are no accidents.
There are only purposes we have yet to understand.

You came like the silent storm,
Unexpected.
Like the gentle breeze,
I feel your presence
Like the moon,
Your purpose here remains a mystery.

How far this journey of us
I do not know
I wish it doesn’t end
But who am I to decide?

You came timely,
You helped me up
Lifting my dead spirit
Helping me to understand me.

I know I am falling,
Falling hard,
It is so wrong,
Yet it feels so right.




Fall for Me

Fall for me
Fall crazily in love
As how I have fallen for you
Together we shall ride into the moonlight
Hunting moon lit beaches
Cuddling in each other’s arm
Sharing secrets
Dancing
Falling in love
Just the 3 of us.

Fall for me
Fall crazily in love
As how I have fallen for you
Together we shall ride clothed in rain drops
Hair dancing with the wind
Like two carefree birds
Riding far like there’s no tomorrow

Fall for me
Fall crazily in love
As how I have fallen for you
Together we shall be in our fort
Away from the maddening crowd
Just you and me
You be my secrets bearer
And I will be your fairy

Fall for me
Fall crazily in love
As how I have fallen for you
Together we shall unravel the magical mysteries
High above and down below
Every nook and cranny
Mother earth has to offer

Fall for me
Fall crazily in love
As how I have fallen for you
Together we shall make love under the moonlight and stars
Intoxicated by Estas Tonne and Maksim
We shall become one in spirit and being
Fall for me
Fall crazily in love
As how I have fallen for you
Shhush..
Its just you and me
Let there be no witness except Mother Nature
The moon, stars and wind
The sun, sea and sky
The earth, hills and leaves
The fireflies and owls
The mockingbirds and dolphins
Only they shall be our witness

Oh my
Won’t you?
Won’t you fall for me?

As how I have fallen for you?